SugarRN

Like, i really am starting to get tired of this shit. I don’t know what it is but he’s always snapping at me (I’m guilty of snapping too but only when provoked) and he does it just when he wants to. I told him I was really tired of his snapping and him always having to have everything his way, and he was like “well…let’s just end this then…” I’m taking it as a sign that maybe it is time. I’ve felt this feeling before and its just like with my ex boyfriend when we were about to call it quits. When i bring up the fact that we’ve been fighting a lot lately, he just tries to make it seem like it’s all my fault, he’ll say “well, i don’t… you want the fan on when we sleep and i dont but i let you have it on… i go where you wanna go and i pay for everything…” and i just wanna scream. I always offer to pay half and i always end up going where he wants to go anyways. Relationships are about compromise but at some point you have to figure out where the line is. I’ve made mistakes in this relationship but nothing worth being so mean over. I’ve caught him lying! by omission many times… he’s boring sometimes too. Like he just wants to lay around all the time and i wanna go places… he always talks about getting married and stuff and while it used to make me happy, lately its been scaring me and making me feel suffocated. I gave up sugaring for him and now i wonder why… like I’ve lost weight and i feel prettier… i really wanna give being a sugar baby another shot…